love tragic kingdom Wednesday, September 3, 2008 6:43 AM

i never felt like this before.
im sure i got my right guy in my hand for my future.
but the silence past. bring back memories.
memories i long forgotten.
and i felt it now in the future.
Edy n this guy..2 guys who actually love me for who i am.
let names this guy mike :)
Me as a girl feel so guilty. Alot.
People know my hots for edy.
this mike is once a friend of mine.
i start to develop a weird feeling towards mike.
yet i don't have enough courage just to tell him that i like him.
so i let it be.
i knew back then he would never like me.
so i rest this case.
its been two years i never contacted him again. since i lost my hp.
i try tolook for with him in msn. yet he not online.
so i thought..and am pretty sure. he didnt like me at all.
so prehaps i just went on with my life.
then edy came into my life. that where i treasure him.
so Four years without worries in my mind. when his friend..chat with me..
let call him jack :). i chat with him..i ask him about his friend. and he mention mike.
my brains start to migraine. and remember four years back when i start to date mike before i knew edy.
so yea jack make a conference chat with me and mike. so i chat2
and he suddenly tells me 4 yrs back then he actually like me. yet didnt have courage to say it out.
i was like..hmmmm * take a bat hit it at his head* nyehahahaha
then i told him that i like him too.. THEN..

story to be continued. next chapter