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moved but coming back Monday, March 29, 2010 2:12 PM

to ms wani last ex gf of edy.. Tuesday, March 23, 2010 6:07 AM
Seriously..

you know i hated you..
so stop saying to people you know that your last ex boyfriend..which belong to me..
IS FUCKING ARROGANT TO YOU!
he got no reason to talk to you already..
its been freaking 5 years we nvr met/speak..
suddenly you want him to talk to him..
what the fuck girl..
you got your own man stop asking my man..
the one u complain abt edy being arrogant..is edy cousin..
and she would tell edy..and edy would tell me..
and my blood will boils...and war will strt again..

but this time..i quiet myself down..coz i got other problem to settle than to facing this 2 face bitch..

so this time i give you with just warning..
dont say anything about my boyfriend ever..
coz we will forever hated u and your family too..
and yes kiter sombong..and got a big ego..
so fuck you if you feel down..fucker...
i dont know you so you will not know me for good..

fucking bitch..
go play with your goody2 boyfriend..and leave us alone..
NBCCBKBPT..

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Fave outfit? Friday, March 19, 2010 7:25 PM

its hardly to see me in a dress espcially after working or gig..but u will see my fav outfit always on mod may day haahahaha

shoot it or blew it..





What would be you ideal wedding? 7:23 PM

1st simple sweet traditional..
2nd go to far far awaycastle at U.S with gown n tuxedo and take photos with donkey..
3rd.. its underground time..Mod n skinhead love affair..of course with photoshoot..and party gig..
4th..by the time tired so in bed oready..:P:P

shoot it or blew it..





Imagine, your mom & your boyfriend is drowning and you could only save one person. Who will you save? The one who cared for you since you were a baby or the love of your life? Thursday, March 18, 2010 8:13 AM

my mom..coz boyfriend is a F.Good swimmer..so he wont drown..

shoot it or i spank u





How you want your wedding ceremony to be look like.. Wednesday, March 17, 2010 10:45 AM

siape seh tnyer question ni..haha soalan bonus to the core..to the rest i share with u hahah :PP

k2 mostly step 1 we go traditional~..de kebaye and stuff..
step 2..the gown bride and the the tuxedo Groom..
step 3.. The Mod and the Skinhead..
step4... Katil lah bodoh~
amaciam ade chance tk nk photoshoot~

shoot it or i spank u





do u regret to have an affair with a skinhead? 10:32 AM

I never Regret AT ALL..last 2 yeay they been sweets and hurtful..but nothing compare to this one..i know he the one..he my prince..and we gonna set sail to MOM in 1 fine day..:)

shoot it or i spank u





Sick to the ening... 9:13 AM
Hot Technician: Where do you live..
me: singapore..
H.T: not malaysian..

me: nope..
me:why..

H.T: i thought i want you to buy me cigarettes..
Me.*Stare blankly* @ cute eyes hahaha..


okey2 enough of Cuci-cuci mate..
im down with tooth ache..
down with migraine..
down with flu..
then Fever..... yea..and i got 1 day MC..

so i will be working 2 days total 6 days off? including MC LoL...
sweet..
and yeah i basically try to skate again but i cant seems to do all the old scool tricks..again..
gain weight much...too bad..
and yea i fell down to the ground..
it feel sweets memories 10 years ago..

Hello W and the rest who visit my blog..
hahaha i onli update when sumting happening to me~
but thanks for surfing with me..Love u guys load..
and i do agree triangle sucks LOL!



And Rich kids sucks...what do u gain when u using your parents money for yourexpensive things..nothing but a Spoil Brat..2 middle fingers up..
when everything seems outta of place..
you join stupid stuff..yet cant achieve your dreams..
what motive is that.. LOL~

Wasted~

And the kids on the street..and the kids everywhere..
all i gotta say is the kids dont care..

eventho im 20 im still a kid..^.^_l_

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Why do you love edy? Tuesday, March 9, 2010 4:42 AM

hahaha love to compare to a new love bird is so wrong..what ever happen to us between that 4 years is a tragic kingdom for us..by the time u guys didnt even know us :D haha

shoot it or blew it..





be who you really are..dont live life like a fake Monday, March 8, 2010 2:32 PM
sometimes..ppl tend to changed when u got into a relationship..
i dunno why but yes..don't say it never happen at first..but it indeed really happen..
ppl changed from good to bad..or even bad to good..
for ppl who changed good to bad..better luck next time..
i guess you got a brain which got a size like a Pea..
And you are just basically afraid to be who you really are.
Afraid people will not love you or even like you..
but 1 thing u got to remember..
you born in a family yet you will always die alone..
and from there you will always got to see who visit your grave and who is not.
you rather hang out with yr friend that you will see them 5 days in a week..
rather than seeing an old friend who only got to see you once a week..
i dont mind being alone..im okay being alone..im not even afraid to be alone.
but can u even take the heat of being alone for a week..
if you are brave enough to come back home late..
if you are brave enough to lie to your parents..
why arent you brave enough to even speak the truth to your families?..
what are you afraid of?
i did advice you on certain of my life..and i been there done that..
and i know u havent been there done that yet..but that doesnt mean u really got to be there and really done it..and after all of this end..you think suicide is everything for you..
making scars on your wrist and etc..
and then in the future..you will be saying that u regret everything...
from that point of time..i would just be laughing at u like a laughing stock..
if u really care about me like a yes i do really care..
better get a grip..i rather look forward on my parents to take care of me.
you want your family to know that your boyfriend can really take care for you..
while he cant even get a proper stable job and even cant took care of his life..etc
like overnight for no specific reason..cant even do what you simply said..
why bother to let your parents know about him..
you cant even take care of your life..why bother to take cre of others..
because of love?..
i only tell 1 thing love for your family first than u go love to the others..
ouh yeas this is me..i dont hide my life from others..
i do tend to make mistake during my teen years..and it certainly is much more worst than what u are about to go thru..
and i dont regret at all..coz from all of that..i learn all of it..
and now i do have a job..i still love my family even tho i make them sad.
but in the end this still love me for who i am..
they still understand the real me..
and they do know who my boyfriend is..
and they know what will i be doing outside the house..cause i told them..
its not about saying im kental..sembunyi bawah ketiak mak bapak..or etc..
and i'm not really ashame of being that too..but mostly its all about trust family bonding..
but all tht matters is family comes first that bgr..
unless you got a family of your own..it will always will be families first..
you can say my post is too harsh for you..
and its up to you to accept it..
i dont know if this whole big note will ever get inside your brain..
and if u are mature enough ..u will really understand it..
if your the goes right in and goes left out..self study on what really life about..
im not saying im angry at you..
but sometimes im really piss off for what you have done to me..
but i tend to keep it away..coz i know you still got othr problem to solve..
if your boyfriend can really write this much and u enjoyed reading this..
why cant u enjoyed reading this too..

for the bad turning good..
i guess you already learn your lesson well.

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modette can wear maryjane? 9:01 AM

haha..mary jane is from dr martens..and indeed they make perfect shoes in the world..it put you how u fit the shoes into your basic life.. basically shoes is shoes and everyone can wear them..unless u are born in the jungle..hahahha:D

shoot it or blew it..





what does it take to be a modette? 8:58 AM

for me i just lead it simple..to have passion for music..fashion clotheline..the eccentric 60s era..dont u find it rather dashing...:)

shoot it or blew it..





AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 8:55 AM

BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB mine is longest :)

shoot it or blew it..





Do you believe in God? 8:50 AM

Allah will always will be on a muslim heart..no further question answer :P

shoot it or blew it..





ok that's hot. hahahaha! (utt) i pinchhhhh urs fers. *ni bukan question* hehehe! 8:47 AM

wuhahah i got speed like a lightning tht no one can pinch me first ...hahaha

shoot it or blew it..





do you think anne jane molly is pretty? 8:40 AM

pretty is just a word for screw up ladies..but nice and cute is just a perfect to define yr personality :)) can i pinch yr cheeks :D

shoot it or blew it..





Mod? why mod.. 8:39 AM

hehe why ask? what is it like to be u? tht basically part of my life..the music..the living..is already in my soul..even without the wasp by my side..the music will keep flowing thru my blood like an energy..heard of northen soul or even motown..u gotta hear it love~..

shoot it or blew it..





who are you? 8:27 AM

im girl with 2 big eyes..1 nose 1 mouth..chubby looking..with corrupted hair colour..with many enemies behind my back..who love to blog about my shit life..who learn how to sew a freaking dress..who perfectly attached to him..who got a perfect friend side by side..who can play guitars yet cant sing. and a heavy sleeper too..working class lass with nothing much to gain around the surroundings..and lastly a mod so dont mistake with me with other ppl life :) thanks 4 asking me toodles~

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dont u know skinheads is hot? Sunday, March 7, 2010 11:51 AM
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Yesterday gig was Ultra Fun~
all band was extremely Great..
Things like this makes me happy..and make the people happy..
and this is how we unite..
Today gig was Fun too..
not too crowded like yesterday..
i dont seem to mind at all..
many thanks to The Bois and Gang Buster for the support..
and to the skins who sang with me..many thanks ^.^ b
haha paiseh sak -.-..altho i forgot mostly of the lyrics..
its been a while heh heh..
and i still need to learn how to play the lead better.
ppl may think im better than them..but dont u know i think in the OPPOSITE way..:)

And did u know masala thosei is extremely fucking delicious~
and yarh its my first time eating it..heh heh :)
and its funny how they pronouce lili changcut into lili changkot..
its Chang- Cut as in potong/gunting or whatever hahaha
oh anw i love u guys(skinheads)..

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I love Md Hiedir.. Friday, March 5, 2010 6:01 AM
i love my boyfriend :)
klo tk suke jilat aku haha..
suke ehk kau..
K tmr final countdown...
Panels PaNeLs PANELS~
tht is what stated in my brain all this while ~
and i been shiting ard..
no..no..wait..i take care of the panels like baby from now on :D
*poot*


did i mention my technician is HOT..
for no specific reason i just find he's cute :D hahhaha
allison..allison..* winkies*
first my BK manager..Gregory (i think that hw it spells)
but still indonesian guys my 1st choice..and philipines the 2nd :B
BUT MY ULTRA SUPER HOT GUY IN THE WORLD IS
Mohammad Hiedir Bin Mohd Said lah ape lagi kan hahaha
my sexy wolverine beast..wuhahahah ..
dun ask me why sexy..


i find my bf the sexiest of all! Yummy..
i dun sound gay/ lesbian..but extremely perfect.

and hello i make new friends haha hello OPIK!
OPIK!OPIK!OPIK!OPIK!
DAN JGN LUPA AKU JUGA GILA HAHHA!~
SO RANDOM..~

and..syg want to give his line to me..
well i try to control this bill..since im gonna buy
LG hp..and yeah FB at work :P:P


k uh besok last kerje..
last cuci mate untuk sementare..
and settle the freaking broken panels and answer to supervisor..
and enjoy the gig tmr and rest for the freaking 4 days huhaha

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Not my day~ Thursday, March 4, 2010 5:59 AM
All i can say today at work is
Fuck n SHIT~
i broke more than 5 freaking panels..just because the magazine slip down from my hand..
and BAM! to the Floor..
i was like WHAT THE FUCK~ all the way..
mostly i will get a FREAKING WARNING LETTER!
or a FREAKING CUT PAY~
FUCK FUCKITY FUCK FUCK FUCK~

ya i know to explicit...
i was like so freaking mad..so u know i know~
saturday will be the day to settle this broken shitness..
in a meanwhile..
tmr is pay day :D..i wonder how much i got.
need to buy hp~a sewing machine~renew class 3..and bills as usual~
and oh yah pay the library fine which is like $75..
i know what the fuck right? hahahah..
well this is life..and money is the root of evil sumtimes hahaha
in the mean time..i need sleep..

SO...............

Toodles

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Morning Blues Monday, March 1, 2010 4:07 PM
Oh yeay..i don wanna sleep..
i been aiming this movie since i watch its trailer..
and tht is My name is Khan..now i say this movie attract my attention
like in mere seconds..i wanna see how khan infiltrate into the white house so he can Speak
with the P.USA. :) im watching in today at jurong point woohoo!


On sunday~
Just got back from work like ard 830am?
doze off straight till 3.55pm..
woke up and nvr shower LOL,
went straight out of the house and to have a swim..
been plan tht Wan,Adi,Aslam,Edy will be there..
arrive..cume Wan with his members..which i duno tht much
and Edy..
Adi demam..Aslam ngorok..hahah~
after swim2 emma belanjer PIZZA lah sey!!
hahaha 2 for $19.90 and 1 big bottle of pepsi..
KENYANG 4 orang makan..
Me..Edy..Wan and Martin ey? i oso dunoo lah eh wan haha!
after cekik..went to Vivo City with edy..
i was furious for no reason due to going to vivo mcm tkde arah tujuan..
so walk2..window shopping..and play arcade..spent most money on guiar hero..
i miss tht fucking game.!!
last i play tht thing is with 1 of tiara frend Dani..~
and after the night end..
i forgot its oready the last day of febuary..
so Wish JORDAN a Happy Bithday hahha..its a wonder tht i remember my mate birthday..
while some of them dont..-.- _l_ ..
and furthermore its rarely to see someone born on the 29 feb..and tht him haha smoga panjang umur yeee..n oso b happy n pergi lah carik jodoh klo ye pon..

k now i change my blogskin..simple yet colourful..i Hearts COLOURS~ and u seem to wonder why..haha
create a new tagboard coz i forgot to copy the old url..
but new is good Weeeeeeee~
now i wait till 10am..where cinema open WUHAHAHAH!!

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