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raye best Monday, September 21, 2009 9:54 AM
Okie ..2 Words..RAYE BEST!!
1st thing first i got to meet my lovable cousins!!
2nd thing is duit raye lah :P:P * da tue pon nk duit raye *

1st day raye ~~
-klua rumah jam 4 sore!
-pergi rumah nenek kat tampines..
-pergi rumah makcik kat bedok..
-pergi rumah nenek kat ang mo kio..
-pergi rumah nenek kat woodland..
-pergi rumah makcik kat jurong west..
balik rumah terus zZzZzZzZ!!

2nd day raye ~~
-klua rumah jam 2 siang..
-pergi rumah abg sedare kat jurong west..
-balik rumah kemas-kemas sikit..
-3 or 4 or mayb 5 families came over.. and rumah sesak nafas!
siape2 in my room kesian tkde kipas..psl transfer kat rumah..air con pon tk kuat :P
tapi the kids nvr fail to rock n roll with my elec guitar in my room! lol
-pergi rumah makcik kat jurong west..
-pergi rumah nenek kat jalan bahar..
-pergi rumah makcik kat boon lay..
and now im typing this~~..

23 september
ade walk in interview @ ICA building..
try my luck :):)
den apply keje kat PREMAS. under PO or Customer service :D
prehaps im going to work my way full time..no more part time..
need money to continue my class 3 license..
then mungkin if complete license.. insyallah
kumpol duit untuk tunang :))
klo senang nk mampos nikah hahaha
im getting older when im 20 this october!
my teen days are so over.

hope i can accept the fact..
haha~

sumtimes i keep wondering..what does it mean if u know u have a bad personality
yet you tried to hide it with a scarf..and outstand yourself as a good person with morals.and so on..while your life is a mess..so what does it really means?
does it mean you are hypocrite?
does it mean you are living in this world with full of lies?
or just act yourself as a wonderful woman who is clean with morals.
sumtimes i just dont really understand?

its not that i have this grudges for this person im talking about..
but still i dun understand how she lives..
nehahha neverminds..

got to go okeyisoo
watching OB :)))

muacks to all

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ngestress Thursday, September 17, 2009 8:09 PM
ouu ee ouu ahah cikiciki walawala bingbang!
hello to all..guess what just to save money on doing henna at geylang..
i done it by myself wahahahhaa..
what more geylang is a crowded place.your henna will me smearing all at other people hand :D
there internet and henna cost ard 1 dollar sumtimes?
just D.I.Y :)

oh yeah hari raye is like this sunday? and now its friday so tmr will be last puase?
hurray :D i manage to get it full prehaps by tmr..
my bed is all clean..but not that sparkling.
left with the hall, kitchen and parents room.. toilet -.-

oh yeah i bought my shoes for like 19.90 discount 20% 15.90
lucky me :P simple and flat will do..
dun wan to end up barefooted when walking around with friends..tsk tsk..

ok i dunno if this is a good news for me or bad news for me..
Ruffians is going to play at cherating which is in malaysia..its near kuantan
so people tell me good news or bad news?
its going to happen on 7 nov 09..
and performing alongside with great bands -.-
MY FAVOURITE BAND SUMOORE!!
sinopsis & aggrobeats
let just hope my dad give me approval to let me perform there..
if i can bring any1..do you want to follow? *aidah* lol!

k now im waiting for the butter to melt..
making chocolate!!!
tk sabar seh nk testing waktu buke nanti..
huahua!

ok to all Selamat Idulfitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin ye
klo emma ade buat jahat ke..bikin korang kesal ke..
mintak maaf banyak sgt..
kepade musuh2 aku ke..klo ko nk musuh sgt pergi lah..
aku pon da mintak maaf..
ok?!!

:))

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hari raye is coming soon Sunday, September 13, 2009 9:22 AM
i cant believe Hari Raya is coming like in 6 days?
and im not sure in this 6 day i got my period or sumting hahha..
i have not miss any puasa lately ! HURRAY FOR ME!
first time i got this kind of news..
then what worries me is that..
in this 6 days i havent got any shoes hahaha :)
if i dont have any shoes..mary jane will accompany me :)

yea Saturday was bored..
and yea i got screen by HSA/HSB or whatever..i dun really care..
so its like first time?.. got my picture taken and yeay i smile :)
they wrote down our paticulars and soo onn..
after they check us..
this 2 guys..(15 year old) looks like twin/innocent/decent
in my view..got screen too..and they got owned too..
for smoking at underage..i wonder how they gonna manage that whole lot of cash some more hari raya is coming..poor thing.
then there this 3 guys who suddenly tegur wan..then got screen by them too haha that was hilarious...
then come the mat reps underage..
best kind of people to be screen at hahaha...
da kene caught also nk jalan bukan kepak..
tk payah tunjuk pe..tk perlu pon kontol nyer budak -.- _l_
then shafiq arrive..sampai je kene screen..
hahaha selain kiter tk jalan selain itu lah ramai2 kene screen.
but before the screen met aidah wees..rindu dier hahaha

k continues~
waktu tengah screen, ade lah hamba allah ni eh message bf aku..
so i called the messenger..
yati: helloo..hellooo??
emma: ah hello..
yati: umm ni siape eh?
emma: oh hah tk perlu tahu aku siape ye?
yati: um betul-betul ar ni siape?
yati: oh wait is this gf of this number??
emma: hmm rase2 ape?
yati: oh kalau betul pon. im really sorry. coz i know him few days ago..and i didnt know dier ade gf..
emma: oh iyeke?? my bf did message u jangan nk ganggu sms/ato telephone ini number lagi??
yati: oh i didnt know about it.

*getting pissed off* passed phone to edy

walk around just to calm down. breathe in and out..
common lah da bengong ke??? its like 2 days bf aku message kau jgn ganggu..
takan selame itu 2 hari tk tahu nk check handphone.skrg baru nk check...
atau saje2 je..knnccb betul..tsk minah tkde otak dok~~

after that pergi jamming..
prepare for 11 oct gig..
while jamming..aepool call wan.
asking whether we want to play at KL for warzone..the rest dun have a problem
but i have..parental thingy..hahaha
tsk if kat jb tk per lah dekat je nk balik..woodland seberang tambak je :)
but we will see uhr..
it happen on 18 oct..
k sooo i have many things to do on october..

7 oct - ade lah heh :P:P secret
11 0ct - gig
18 oct - gig @ kl *MAYBE*
23 oct - Birthday lah!
24 oct/25 oct - mocca 10th anni.. yeay!!

oh yah siape nk jalan raye..do pls inform me 1 week in advance okay :)
im not busy or whatsoever..cume just afraid i got sumting to do on tht day or..i olready got plans...or dead..-.- v hahahaha..

now im gonna continue my spring cleaning..
i hate cleanin in the mornin due to hot whether..and sumhow getting thirsty or hungry hahaha

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bf selinkuh Thursday, September 10, 2009 2:18 PM
today is not a very good day though.
when to scdf tampines hq..teman bf amek ic..
pinjam hp..ade lah msg tak perlu yang aku bace.
all i know at that point of time.i been thinking quite logically..
is this really him message to this -.- "girls"..
but the only way to know is to see the sent box.
and im not really good with sony ericsson phone..
so..i try every thing to make my way to the sent box and i made it.
read all the message he sent.
and i think again. is this possibly him?..
4 september..he been msging about a birthday present and such stuff.
while his birthday is 6 september..
so make sense its logically him -.- _l_
i know its bulan puase and you have to bersabar
coz i know its a test from god.
all i know my blood is boiling up to the top..
but i have to control it.
imagine its going up and down up and down.
its like 4 years with him and i found this stupid idiotic stuff in his hp..
BAH!! if i got a fireball power i would have release it by then.
tapi sayang kan -.- haishh..
so..i make my way down to ground level.
biase lah kejar mengejar.
all i know i dont wanna talk about it and i dont wanna hear about it.
and he pleading to make me listen to him.
fine. i listen to him..

and the reason he did this is :
"kerane kawan.."
coz this friend of his..did a favour to him during his day of working.
and so he tried to repay a favour to this friend of his to make friends of this ex gf of this friend..
and if he tell me about this would make me go berserk on him. so he try not to make me discover this fantasy out..infact i did..-.-..
and this is the 2nd time my boyfriend kene bodo2 just like that.

if u readers are at my shoe..would you think yr bf should help this friend of his..
ape lagi..kawan dier is like "timbul & hilang" type..
FOR ME NO!..here me NO!
what kind of friend who would do such a thing like this..
if i ever know this friend of his..i would already throw stones at him..
"stones are small and cute. but it can be deceiving at times"

first thing you know that your friend here is ALREADY attached.
still you want him to help you out to talk with your ex gf..
eh come on you got no balls oready ke?
my bf mention your the AWOL type of person..perhaps you need to change your way of life if you want to keep in touch with your EXGF..
not by asking help like this.whom you know he oready attached.
yet you dont know the consequences of your friend..if ever his GF that is me
to find out about this shite.infact this gf of his is much more smarter.
im just FURIOUS about it..that my bf help you out in this shit.
its like im changing my bf back to be good responsible man and you make my bf turn back to his old selfish bastard asshole man. i got two word for you FUCK YOU!..
and you ever think that im going to be jealous of this girl..
please i couldnt compare more of myself with a WIDOW!?
im just furious you try to make use of my bf to your foolish game..and end up my bf playing your game by him self.. guess what GAME OVER :)

i may forgive my bf doesnt mean im going to believe 100% like i did last time.
and bf u have to make your way up with your ownself again.
good luck syg...




need work Wednesday, September 9, 2009 6:10 PM
okey seriously i need work..
why is it so hard to find work..
im out of money..
and i need to poo poo..

today syg ORD..thank god..finally he's free till reservice lol..
accompany him to take his Ic..and try to find some work...
Berakkk
i miss cr-sg and tc :)




mocca in sg again Sunday, September 6, 2009 3:11 PM
great news mocca will having thier 10 annivesary tour in singapore..
performing alongside with Yuna, the sallys, postbox, for this cycle and farhan borst.
venue will be held at auditorium @ arts museum.
its a 2 day event held on 24 oct til 25 oct 2009.
for ticket price :
pls view this website for more information.
http://blkmarket.sg/mocca/

do spread this good news guys :)!!

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