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i luff pinholes Sunday, November 30, 2008 10:42 AM
wakakaka..
mostly i started out like this..
HIE CIKO n CACING!!!..
Hello baby ku syg EDY..
k so far many things had happen cume mls nk update.
so kirekan skrg ni da rajin sedikit aje k :)
so i take the initiative to update just for ciko, cacing and those who been reading me blog.
wakakaka.

k firstly..
abt work.
work was fun. when CIKO is with me.
:P yes...ciko u fell on the floor.!! hahaha padan muke.!!!
and i know yr butt hurts right :P
i know it feels good to see u fall without any typhoon hit u ;)
secondly..
i coki sedia temankan ciko ku ke east coast park..
yes i coki felt so awkward hanging out with 16 yr old kids.
hehehe sorry ciko i nvr bring my guitar.
2 reason for it.. lazee and i know it goin to rain.
so i prefer bring my umbrella.
yes i brought my bowler just to avoid of having a fever.
instead something ugly happen..
yes when we reach east coast park..its already dark.
like in seconds its going to rain.
so we just continue our adventure to find PIT 35.
while was walking2..sumthing fall on my head.
so i check by running my fingers on my hat to feel what thing is it.
but i felt something squishy..
haha so i check it out..
and i tought its a flower or sumthing..
to my disgusting faces i makes..all i know is ....
IT ISSSS....
yes an UGLY FAT CATERPILLAR
OMG!!! its like so ugly i scream on it..
and i was like EWEWEWEWEWW jump ard like mad girl.
* i jumped due to touching it:)*
Ciko was screaming too :P
but ciko save the day too..
she took my hat and hit on the ground..
kemek skejap bowler aku..
but its okay bowler kemek pun tkpe..asalkan
the FREAKING CATERPILLAR dont ever land on me again..
THANKS ALOT TO MY BOWLER AND MY CIKO!!
we walk3 till its rain..so we make crappy jokes..
reach the pit..some bunch of kids jam a7x song..
some girls were like staring at me..
so i was like whatever lah bitch i dun even care abt u underage fanatic freaks..
so blah3 found ciko frends at toilet..
haha yeay i felt like an alien but i dun really care..
ciko doesnt fit in well with her class so..
so i entertain ciko and ciko entertain me..
sorry to ayul..u are too slow.
then after that went to..i forgot the name of the food court at lavender there.
sit like stupid bitches..waiting for ciko frend to finish thier food..
after half an hour later..
baru nk berangkat.
they planning to lepak at city hall.
but i give up..i prefer go to city hall with ciko..ASAP.
luckily aidah call me..coz i dun really feel to go back that early,
so lepak2 with aidah..went dinner with her..
then lepak2 again at riverside..then talk2 about the past.
and ard 10 we walk out from that place..
while walking n walking some mat reps.
nyanyi lagu jiwang.
tak perlu lah krg jiwang belakang kita.
aku rela pakai earplug.:):)
than they walk infront of us..
da bodoh sangat jalan kat road..
and i didnt notice behind us there is a bus.
so the bus horn at those fools..
and tht horn hurts my ear alot..
coz i was just beside the bus..and it horns..
bloody hell betul pekak skejap ..
and i think i find it funny..so me and aidah laugh all the way till we reach mrt int. :D
and then we go home..

now 2ndly.
to ciko sumtimes u are my heart and my ass :)
i remember what u wear to go home last thursday :D
i cant believe u wear sony safety jacket to go home..
haha i was like laughing all the way,,
hehe coki so bad.. i know who care hahaha
haha all i know ciko is embaress about this :)


now 3rdly.
went to cacing family birthday party
happy birthday semoga panjang umur.
on sat there a free gig at esplanade waterfront.

the sallys-
stone revivals
and THE PINHOLESS!!
heh heh i just luff them alot i dont know why.
thier song are so wow!!
heh heh famie is so adorable :))
k looks like coki is in love..NOT!!
i enjoy alot during the pinholes perform..
hey hey hey i got thier cutest demo song!!
so i enjoy my night with penny :)
she got the cutest watch !!!!
i want one too!!
hahaha..yeay on tht night it self i met so many old friends of mine
such as
Wan!
Aliff..
heh 2 jeks..wakkaka
i miss this 2 dudes
yey kinda miss aliff after so long of silence..:)

4thly,
today watch cesspit perform.
they are super duper awesome..
too bad i cant dance due to crampness of the place.
i just record thier gig :)
i'll post it on the next post so stay tune..in a few seconds..

with love

coki purple ranger :)




she complain alot!! Friday, November 21, 2008 8:23 PM
CACINGG BRENGSET LO!!
ga balas message aku!!
Ciko!!!
kau tahu nk COMPlAIN..
kang aku tape mulot lo baru tahu!!!

K as i wrote this
due to ciko complain..
this is what happen last..... i dunno it occured on 12 nov
Tht is when i pass my BTT.. :))
then went outing with the Rangers...
only 2 bleurgh WEML Right??
but oh well its turns out GILA-GILAAN!!
FUN day it was..Shopping for my blazer..
Shopping FOR THIER LONSDALE SHIRT!!!
hehehe tapi tkpe Ikhlass!!!
$30 jerkks..
kk..after tht sat inside the MRT like a triple of goofballs..
but o hu freakings care..
then i saw EDY..
wee my bf..ard CityHALL..
then its like wtf he doing there..
k let continue..
we continue our jokes..till we reach ORCHARD..
went far east plaza..bought some bowler hat..
i look cute in it :):P
*Ciko VOMIT*
then walk2 meet edy bought some spicy calamari @ Chippy British Takeways*
eat2 found this gothic store..
the dress and shoes are like so adorable...
Then like normal2 joke continue our trip to VIVO..
From there we start our shopping
bought my blazer at GAP.
Bought CIKO,CaCING lonsdale shirt..same like mines!
so we 3 have the same lonsdale shirt hurraaay!!!
then went to the ArCADE!!!!
from there we start our CRAZYY!!!
terloncat2 mcm berok komeng..
we play air hockey..
the jungle adventure..
tokyo Drift Racing..
the drum machine!! :):)
then after tht we went back...
wakakakakkak masuk bilek terus TIDUR!!!!
that all....
Happy CIKO nanti gambar aku update next time..
CACing lo ga bisa harap deh!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH!H!H!H!H!H!H




its was oh a surprise Thursday, November 20, 2008 3:46 AM
CIKO!!!!CACINGG I LUFF EUUU...EDYYY I LUFF EUU TOO MUCHHH!!!
k tht so FRB..

ok yesterday too lazy to update..
yet so hardworking on doing my template :P
k i was bored so i change my template.
i dunnow what to do deh..
so edy msg me or call me yet
yet i sound like a living dead zombie...
than ard 9 pm like tht..
Ciko message me deh..
u know what she will be asking lately..
MR KHAIRULLL WHEREEEE ARE YOUUUU!!!
than after i reply to ciko..
U KNOW WHO MESSAGE ME :):):)

MIZIIIIIII!!!!!
its like he knows my timing..
i was just about to hate him..for forgetting a friend.
yet..he was busy with his field training..
lucky enough edy is in CD..much more better :P
oh well i kinda miss mizi..after what happen.
and i know to tht edy is my first priority..
ahha how its feels like to b single again..hmmm..
seriously i miss my single days..yet i dun wan to lose edy
hahahaha..

Im at work now with my CIKO of course...
we are partners in work..
and bestfriend in the Outside..
coz friendship is NO.1
too bad CACING cant join us..Nannny nannyyy pootpoooot!!!
ciko is confessing tht she miss khairull :P
which is soooooo TOOOOPIDDDDDDDDD....
Where OUR RANGER BOOK I NEED TO CONFESS SOMETHING~~!
ok ok GoGOGOOGOO C.RANGER!!!
WOWMAAAA


Coki,
your frendly ranger




under pressure Sunday, November 16, 2008 1:51 AM
Firstly i wanna say hie to my friends!.
i miss u guys alots!!
its like i never updates such for a very long time.
due to workings..tiredness..and enjoying my life..till i forgot to update my bloggies.
Recently till yesterday alot have happen to me.
For alot of mistake i have done.
too stressed about it tht i have to do something which is so stupid.
1stly. i just got to know this friend of mine.
which i known him since i was 15 years..but we lost contact after tht.
than i met him at Tagged. well tht was surprising coz. i dun really remember well now.
who was my 4 yrs friends tht i have made friends with. heehs.
so as i was saying. this friend of mine. named Mizi.
which he is nineteen now..same as my age.
strt to contact with me thru sms..yey he sms me first.
i too have his no. but u guys noe hu i am.
the laziest person on earth to sms people. heehs.
yey we sms- sms till night. which i notice i forgot tht i have already had a bf.
its like..i fall in love with this friend of mine. which is i know its freaking WRONG!!
Tht sometimes i hate myself!! for doing this!!! i do too know its not fair for Edy.
But recently..i dun really interact tht well with edy. for he is more attached to his friend.
so i just kept sms-ing with mizi. for a few weeks or days. and i feel tht i get more attached to mizi as days go pass.. and i felt so guilty for ignoring Edy all this while. Fuck as i wrote this i hate my self alot.
so what happen is yesterday..Edy read my sms with mizi.
and it turns out bad.. really bad. tht we fought.
biggest fight i ever had with him.
and tht when we confess everything. we talk.
but we didnt break up okay..
break up doesnt settle everything.
like those under age kids out there.
people know, the world know tht
i always love edy since the first day i met him.
and i wont even give my 3 yrs of relationship.
with any guys that i just met.
coz they ARE NOT WORTH IT TO GET WHAT THEY WANT!
and now we love each other more thn the first day i met him.
things can get so silly, but dun ever forget on what u really want.
To mizi..im so sorry aites
To zull ...im sorry too coz we left u like a lamp-post @ memo.:P
to Edy im sorry coz i really make u sad everyday. and i didnt meant to it again..
urghs fuck tub life i got here..
im such a Bitch..doink!!!

lily cyrus-