new year resolution Sunday, December 28, 2008 5:21 AM

my new year resolution is:

to forgot everything tht happen this year.
to spend my life with my only one edy
actually to pass my class 3 license if i earn more this mth pay :P
to mind my own business
and to perform at a gig..
and lastly world peace man!

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firstly ciko n cacing i miss u guys!
thanks for making the changcutranger outing happy eventho
there only 3 of us :P
eventho changcuters didnt even come here..
hahaha let just wish they come aites!!

i miss my bestfriend aidah!
love2 you! alot!
andd edy when are we gonna get engage!!

basically my life is full of shits.
recently uhr
but friends and brothers tried to cheer me up
those who are avoiding me middle finger for you :D
i may look soft..or big in the outside..or whatever u wanna think la!
but u forgetting my attitude is worst when u first know me.
yea i can say like a bitch.
i will pick up a fight and don tell me u cant even fight back :)
u people disgust me..thanks for being a friend.
WAHHAAHAHAAH emma so evil

*still praying to meet Qibil :P*

memories is lost Thursday, December 4, 2008 6:12 AM

Hello to Ciko n Cacing
oi Ciko gi mana passport kamu..
geblek ga muka lo :P
Hello Sayang ku yg terakhir Md hiedir aka..
BABYBUSHOKKKuuuuuu..

title for todays is Memories is Lost..
suddenly my brain urge me to do something.
something i didnt do it for such a long time.
my brains recalled everything about me n Ex Aliff.
it is so in SUDDEN thinking!!
dont blame me aites.
i was tidying up my room..as in the opposite of tidying..
i found this box ..
its written

memory box
i took a look inside..
and i found a box of C--D-M
pictures of me with my ex ~~(Ruzaini)~~
and 3 piece of paper.
1st paper i read is ...a break up later between me and aliff.
2nd paper i read is a reply the break up letter to aliff.
3rd paper i read is i doodle my name and aliff name ..
and a msg frm him tht he loves me..
WOW.. ITS LIKE I CANT REMEMBER THIS THING AT ALL!!
and suddenly ZAPPPP... my good memories came back..
but no matter what happen btween my past..
i always love edy for all my life.
he care for me for 3 years and i dont want to waste his time
just like tht...ingat to syg walaupon i suke simpan bende2 mcm gini..
there for certain reason.. a reason u sumtimes thinks is weird..
dun ever think tht i still love with aliff u dumb2..
the one i love is you now. he is just my friend..good friend..
i hope eu understand..
to MIZI where MY DINNERR!! >:)!!!!

picturess Wednesday, December 3, 2008 7:13 AM