bf selinkuh Thursday, September 10, 2009 2:18 PM

today is not a very good day though.
when to scdf tampines hq..teman bf amek ic..
pinjam hp..ade lah msg tak perlu yang aku bace.
all i know at that point of time.i been thinking quite logically..
is this really him message to this -.- "girls"..
but the only way to know is to see the sent box.
and im not really good with sony ericsson phone..
so..i try every thing to make my way to the sent box and i made it.
read all the message he sent.
and i think again. is this possibly him?..
4 september..he been msging about a birthday present and such stuff.
while his birthday is 6 september..
so make sense its logically him -.- _l_
i know its bulan puase and you have to bersabar
coz i know its a test from god.
all i know my blood is boiling up to the top..
but i have to control it.
imagine its going up and down up and down.
its like 4 years with him and i found this stupid idiotic stuff in his hp..
BAH!! if i got a fireball power i would have release it by then.
tapi sayang kan -.- haishh..
so..i make my way down to ground level.
biase lah kejar mengejar.
all i know i dont wanna talk about it and i dont wanna hear about it.
and he pleading to make me listen to him.
fine. i listen to him..

and the reason he did this is :
"kerane kawan.."
coz this friend of his..did a favour to him during his day of working.
and so he tried to repay a favour to this friend of his to make friends of this ex gf of this friend..
and if he tell me about this would make me go berserk on him. so he try not to make me discover this fantasy out..infact i did..-.-..
and this is the 2nd time my boyfriend kene bodo2 just like that.

if u readers are at my shoe..would you think yr bf should help this friend of his..
ape lagi..kawan dier is like "timbul & hilang" type..
FOR ME NO!..here me NO!
what kind of friend who would do such a thing like this..
if i ever know this friend of his..i would already throw stones at him..
"stones are small and cute. but it can be deceiving at times"

first thing you know that your friend here is ALREADY attached.
still you want him to help you out to talk with your ex gf..
eh come on you got no balls oready ke?
my bf mention your the AWOL type of person..perhaps you need to change your way of life if you want to keep in touch with your EXGF..
not by asking help like this.whom you know he oready attached.
yet you dont know the consequences of your friend..if ever his GF that is me
to find out about this shite.infact this gf of his is much more smarter.
im just FURIOUS about it..that my bf help you out in this shit.
its like im changing my bf back to be good responsible man and you make my bf turn back to his old selfish bastard asshole man. i got two word for you FUCK YOU!..
and you ever think that im going to be jealous of this girl..
please i couldnt compare more of myself with a WIDOW!?
im just furious you try to make use of my bf to your foolish game..and end up my bf playing your game by him self.. guess what GAME OVER :)

i may forgive my bf doesnt mean im going to believe 100% like i did last time.
and bf u have to make your way up with your ownself again.
good luck syg...