sometimes..ppl tend to changed when u got into a relationship..i dunno why but yes..don't say it never happen at first..but it indeed really happen..ppl changed from good to bad..or even bad to good..for ppl who changed good to bad..better luck next time..i guess you got a brain which got a size like a Pea..And you are just basically afraid to be who you really are.Afraid people will not love you or even like you..but 1 thing u got to remember..you born in a family yet you will always die alone..and from there you will always got to see who visit your grave and who is not.you rather hang out with yr friend that you will see them 5 days in a week..rather than seeing an old friend who only got to see you once a week..i dont mind being alone..im okay being alone..im not even afraid to be alone.but can u even take the heat of being alone for a week..if you are brave enough to come back home late..if you are brave enough to lie to your parents..why arent you brave enough to even speak the truth to your families?..what are you afraid of?i did advice you on certain of my life..and i been there done that..and i know u havent been there done that yet..but that doesnt mean u really got to be there and really done it..and after all of this end..you think suicide is everything for you..making scars on your wrist and etc..and then in the future..you will be saying that u regret everything...from that point of time..i would just be laughing at u like a laughing stock..if u really care about me like a yes i do really care..better get a grip..i rather look forward on my parents to take care of me.you want your family to know that your boyfriend can really take care for you..while he cant even get a proper stable job and even cant took care of his life..etclike overnight for no specific reason..cant even do what you simply said..why bother to let your parents know about him..you cant even take care of your life..why bother to take cre of others..because of love?..i only tell 1 thing love for your family first than u go love to the others..ouh yeas this is me..i dont hide my life from others..i do tend to make mistake during my teen years..and it certainly is much more worst than what u are about to go thru..and i dont regret at all..coz from all of that..i learn all of it..and now i do have a job..i still love my family even tho i make them sad.but in the end this still love me for who i am..they still understand the real me..and they do know who my boyfriend is..and they know what will i be doing outside the house..cause i told them..its not about saying im kental..sembunyi bawah ketiak mak bapak..or etc..and i'm not really ashame of being that too..but mostly its all about trust family bonding..but all tht matters is family comes first that bgr..unless you got a family of your own..it will always will be families first..you can say my post is too harsh for you..and its up to you to accept it..i dont know if this whole big note will ever get inside your brain..and if u are mature enough ..u will really understand it..if your the goes right in and goes left out..self study on what really life about..im not saying im angry at you..but sometimes im really piss off for what you have done to me..but i tend to keep it away..coz i know you still got othr problem to solve..if your boyfriend can really write this much and u enjoyed reading this..why cant u enjoyed reading this too..for the bad turning good..i guess you already learn your lesson well.Labels: fake.., loser, poser, you dont want to end ppl callin u wanker
